much afraid

i'm feeling so down today, feeling so weak, so defeated, so alone. i feel like it's gonna rain today. i see no sunshine. oh i just feel so weak..

... siguro kulang sa vitamins???? hehehe! i will still choose to be happy!

"Much Afraid"
by Jars Of Clay

Empty again
Sunken down so far
So scared to fall
I might not get up again

So I lay at your feet
All my brokenness
I carry all of my burdens to you

[Chorus:]

All of these things
I've held up in vain
No reason nor rhyme
Just the scars that remain
Of all of these things
I'm so much afraid
Scared out of my mind
By the demons I've made
Sweet Jesus, you never ever let me go
Oh, sweet Jesus, never ever let me go

So happy to love
Yet so far to go
You lead me on to where I've never been before

[Chorus]

"today matters"
a song or two will make me feel better... oh God help me!